2005-05-28
Looking out
Wow, what an emotional time it is now. The seniors left on friday. It was time to say goodbye to friends, bosses, and people I made friends with by accident. It was very sad, and I saw this coming, when I made friends with them. But I wasnt afraid to befriend, and neither should anyone.
Never plan your friendships based on the future. However, if you want, you can plan your future based on friendships.
Also, in church today, I moved the acura. That was my first time driving a non-drivers ed car. Alone. Everyone was cheering me on but I was so scared I would crash it. I ran out of the car once I parked it. Overall I think it felt good.
Sadly, I found out someone at church cuts herself. It makes me sad that of all the people I talk to that there are people who claim to depend on God and yet are as lost and desperate as ever. it goes to show that an airtight connection with God is essential for stability. Im stressed out of my mind with SATs and Final Products, and losing friends but I have a rock to sit on when I need to catch my breath. And one is waiting for you. Remember that.
"I have a rock to sit on when I need to catch my breath. And one is waiting for you."
But you need to keep him as a friend when things are good too.
Did I mention that she likes me? If she asks me out (which is unlikely cuz shes super shy) I would be in deep caca. How can I say no, but how can I say yes??
And Jennifer was trying to tell me not to go to her graduation. She has some nerve but I argued my way back into. Im an alumnus, I can go whenever I want. I earned my diploma and I did it in style. And she discriminates against her church people too much, Im fed up with it. And did I mention she cut me with a piece of glass today?
Finally, in looking out for my friends, I met the girl Eli's taking to the prom.
He made some bad decisions. He has never met her, and he met her through Rachel Jarnes. Nothing against her, but I would nt wanna be ditched at the prom for another girl (I didnt ask if she was but you never know). She also knows some else he trusts, but this better not be a habit...
Eli: whattayathink so far?
noirlunadragone: kinda awkward without you there
Eli: lol, sry, send her a pic
Eli: Im sure she'd love to kno what u look like
Eli: my aunt just got a new Comp, I dont think I have access to a pic of you
noirlunadragone: lol
noirlunadragone: youve never met her and youre going to prom with her??
Eli: Lol, I told u that
noirlunadragone: really
noirlunadragone: dang
noirlunadragone: and yopu found her through rachel jarnes?
Eli: Met
Eli: thru
Eli: yea
noirlunadragone: bad recipe yo
noirlunadragone: i lik eher but i dont like the circumstances
Eli: Lol, we're goin as friends, dude
Eli: dont worry about it
noirlunadragone: i kno but still..
Eli: what do u think can happen?
noirlunadragone: ANYTHING
Eli: lol, such as?
noirlunadragone: she can be a 40 year old dude??
noirlunadragone: she can BE rachel jarnes
Eli: Lol, no
noirlunadragone: she can come in a tux
Eli: Lauren knows her too
noirlunadragone: lauren who?
Eli: The one in my Greek class, lol
Eli: I always forget her last name
noirlunadragone: pickle-something?
Eli: but she's in at least one of the Choirs
Eli: no
Eli: Not pickleseimer
noirlunadragone: oh the other one
Eli: One of Jessi's friends
Eli: I trust her
noirlunadragone: oh ok
noirlunadragone: me too
noirlunadragone: has she met her?
Eli: They went to school together for years
noirlunadragone: oh ok thats more like it
Eli: her Rachel and Jenny
Eli: so calm down ^_^
Eli: Lol, Rachel knows I wouldnt
Eli: besides, Im meeting her b4 prom
noirlunadragone: how long, 2 hours?
Eli: She comes back to Boston the 6th
Eli: and Ive talked w/ her on the phone
noirlunadragone: o ok
Eli: wanna pic?
noirlunadragone: have one
noirlunadragone: :P
noirlunadragone: i look out for you dude
Eli: You do
Eli: ^_^
Eli: ::hug::
I need help hooking my Sony CFD-G500 Boombox to my computer.
digimonsterz at 11:13 p.m.