2005-07-24
I wanna be prepared, you know?
Oh Jesus, keep helping me out..
What a funky Sabbath yesterday. I invited Stanley and Schneyder's stepsisters to the class and it was so uncomfortable I could barely teach. Man...
Also, I finally asked Christine why she and her sister changed their minds about wanting to join the choir. She gave me some iffy answer that I cant remember and then Freddy said it was because of me. I am kinda flattered but I dont need that. I honestly thought she was over me. Well shes pretty shy, so I think things will just roll over. But still, if they wanna join, we could really use them.
today was Freddy's BBQ. Mommy didnt want us to go and to a certain extent I was fine with that. But I think she felt bad or something so she came up with reason after reason about why she didnt feel right about us going. Now I start to feel bad. It just feels like Im never gonna graduate from home, you know? Just because Im getting a car doesnt mean Ill be allowed to go places. itll happen someday, but when it does I wanna be prepared, you know?
P.S. At work we have to invest half a million in a fake portfolio and compete to see who makes the most money. Ill try and show yall the updates, for fun.
Mine, all mine!!! (mine is blue and doesnt have those ugly wheels)
digimonsterz at 2:47 p.m.