2005-03-09
Now what?
Its about damn time, these servers are bogged like a mofo...
We had a big storm and I didnt really care except that I was out for half an hour cleaning my moms car. My thighs are sore from Track, which we did in Gym. I havent been to Karate in weeks, so Im not as in shape as usual. Im tired, and I wanted to make this entry for forever, so let me do it.
I won. I beat David. Elena is basically mine. If it wasn't the hugest gamble of my life, we'd be going out now. I never win stuff like this. Thats what makes it even more surprising and confusing. I wanted to win but deep down I really didnt expect to. Even some shitty love calculator said i had a very low chance while David's was in the 90s. That makes it sweet, but where do I go from here? Nowhere. I won, Im stuck. Im confused.
I love being in love.
Here's some lyrics to swallow on, Im tired
it's been far too long
we've known all along
this was going on
Can’t seem to respond to anything so we carry on
with our lives
we rewind
we can’t find
we deny
the simple fact that we haven’t done anything
doesn’t mean that we can’t start offering
why do we feel so far
It’s like were seeing stars
why does it seem so hard
to wake up now and see who we really are
so let go, don’t follow
chorus: where do we go from here
how did it disappear
It’s hard to see
with our own eyes these times
we’ve been hypnotized
where do we go from here
how did it disappear
It’s hard to see
with our own eyes these lies
we’ve been hypnotized
I think its time we try
to open up our eyes
and look away from the very thing
that’s made us cry
we’re hypnotized
and you’ll see
the real me
luckily it can be stopped
if the tick tock of life isn’t all that you got
so come ready or not
wake up, it’s your last shot
so come to and redo
chorus
wake up now
wake up now
so wake up now
wake up now
so wake up now
it has been far too long
how can we not go wrong
now it has been far too long
how can we not go wrong again
chorus(2x)
I won. Now what?
digimonsterz at 10:36 p.m.