2004-10-24
Format: Prayer
Life hasnt had this much of a turndown since...well, ever. I installed a CD burner today which is a high note but Aline returned ever since i yelled at her for yelling at Firma. Ever since my mom complained that people like pappy make you wonder what life outside the church would be like, it made me remember what I did, which wasnt the plan at all. Aline came for Jennifer's birthday and things are awkward now, yes, but when she left she said bye to everyone by name, conveniently excluding mine. Dont walk around shit, spit in my face or stomp on my toes and stop playing with me...Im never gonna feel better until its all over..I may have cost this girl eternal life and its not like I gained anything from it...I need help God..fast.
digimonsterz at 3:31 p.m.