2004-09-12
School is so damn painful
Hey everybody Im back for this week and Im still busy. School started on Thursday and my expectations have been missed by a kilometer. Its so damn painful its surreal. The fact that all this progress in my friendships will be obliterated in like six weeks, all because of how my classes are set up. I've lost the deire to make friends. On Friday I was about to accept being alone, and by Sunday, Im so hyper I know I need them back before I have another year of random crackheadedness.
On a happier note, yesterday was Deacon's day in church. We had to pay for the stuff, and set up the tables for lunch but whatever. Temple Salem (Our parent church) sent a delegation of like 6 deacons. I got a certificate and a tie and address book. I felt happy because church has always been the constant in my life, which is one reason why I love God so much.
Also, I learned that even if they dont work in terms of service, deacons still work in other areas of the church. For example two deaconesses run youth choirs(Im in the younger one run by my mom), and another one is like a taxi for the church (keeps attendance up). This showed me what I taught in sabbath school(by the way Im a teacher); We are all diverse because God has a use for every one of us, but our mission is still the same. To go to heaven upon God's return.
Finally, our choir sang, at the last minute because Bethesda's choir cancelled. We pulled out a song we were awaiting soundtrack for, and we killed it. It was nice because a deaconess's choir sang a song led by a deacon so it fit. That helped my confidence a lot because Im leading a new song and I might join my school's gospel choir.
digimonsterz at 4:47 p.m.